Alright. SO tonight as I did my little jaunt across the world wide web, I stumbled upon Miss Megan Fox's early modeling portfolio. This made me remember how I felt so bad for this girl who was exploited by a movie about toys when the director figured out how hot she was. I googled her name and came across some chancy photos of one Miss Megan Fox. Now, these photos were in skimpy undies and sex face galore. Most of these photos were glossy, shiny and pink. I clicked an extra drool inducing photo of a seemingly bodacious and busty Miss Fox and was lead to an interview in which she basically calls the Transformer's director a pervert. I watch interview after interview in which the foul mouthed Fox has this director pegged as the biggest, horny sleeze that ever did do her wrong. Miss Fox. YOU ARE HALF NAKED ON THE INTERNET. These women who show skin and pose suggestively and even involve props in easily found photos disgust me when they whine and whine about how badly men treat them. I would love to see her reaction to an earnest 13 year old who jacks off to even just her name after having the image of Miss Fox's padded bra seared into his brain. To see her 'true beauty', check out her GQ photos. These photos are full frontal, no bra, lightly airbrushed and honestly, to me unattractive. She can't pad her bra or pop that ass out to create illusions.

Don't get me wrong, I respect professional naked women- hell! I would love to be one! But to do those kind of photos AND say that men mistreat you.... not cool. I'm not saying that just because you have photos of you with your ass hanging out and your hand posed on breast and (we assume) clit that you are free candy to any man that wants you- but you can't also expected to receive the same treatment as does a modestly dressed woman. You've outed your self as more 'out there' or 'a sexual being'. If you wish not to be exploited- DON'T EXPLOIT YOURSELF.

That rant leads me into another- shorter rant. Lady Gaga- I love you. Here is a Lady who knows how to play the naked game. She comes to us from the overly theatrical world of burlesque. SO you get the bare skin and the tease and mockery of burlesque. She oozes sex- but pulls you back with her strangeness. Now. The article's headline is: 'Weird, Sexy'. There is brief talk about Gaga, but mainly there is a bare assed photo of her that starts off the topic: Damn Speedy(the boyfriend) is such a lucky guy. How did he get so lucky?

Now this leaves non brazilian waxed, non famous air brushed women to wonder if any man really would be lucky to have them. We hear over and over what is desired to the point that good 'real' women seem undesired.

I had a conversation with my boyfriend in which he declared that the sexiest thing I could do to my self would be to remove all my pubic hair because they do it in porn. Excuse me? Do this because it's hot in porn. I don't really want to rip out my hairs down theres, but if I don't- am I not sexy? This is what I wonder. He also tells me I am a 9 1/2 on a scale of 1-4 in real people. I say "aw, you're too nice. But what do you mean by real people?' "Movie stars aren't real people." This bother's me but I don't know why.

What I'm getting to is the question of what our boys think is sexy, and what we think is sexy. I compare and contrast and realize- it scares me.


Thoughts?